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My plurality was an escape mechanism my mind employed in order to escape my reality two years ago. I am not plural. My alters were mere characters in the fantasy I lost myself in. I was living in, most literally, a world of my own deception. I’m sorry. Goodbye.
Gotta love those intense, but quick switches that leaves both headmates feeling nauseous.
That moment when you’re unsure if a new introject/factive has just popped into existence, or you’re unconsciously mirroring someone and only realizing after the fact.
Our mother just acknowledged that we probably have c-ptsd, and I’m unsure how to feel about it. She seemed remorseful for what happened, but also sad... she said she felt like our trauma broke us, and that she wished we’d never moved to that place because she “lost her daughter”.
Ah, so this is what emotionally drained feels like. We were having such a good few weeks, I forgot this feeling. Oh, well. This too will pass, I suppose.
Lucid dreaming is perhaps the best skill I have developed. Now I can control the outcomes of my nightmares, or at least wake myself up from them. I highly recommend the practice.
Me: “Hey, we should probably do this thing.” My brain: “Yeah, but don’t you want to stare into space?” Me: “Please, just move. We really need to get this thing done.” My brain: “I don’t know man, staring into space for hours is kind of fun.”
I feel like I just had a flashback to something very traumatic (I assume) in our past, but I cannot remember what it was for the life of me. Maybe it’s for the best, since I felt very nauseous and started crying the moment it started. And now I just feel drained and tired.
Me: “What if I’m just a singlet in denial due to my fear of being alone?” Also me: *goes through most of the work day feeling like a background character in her own body* Seems legit.
If an alter originates from a work of fiction authored by their system, does that make them a fictive? #pluralgang #dissociatwt
I’ve realized that I (host) am still semi-cocon while we’re at work, because even though (insert name) is doing the job, I’m still somewhat aware, almost like in a lethargic state with little to no thoughts. It’s... weird and draining. I wish I could just ‘sleep’ like the others.
why does my mind immediately go to worst-case-scenario whenever I experience the least bit of conflict?
Unfortunately, we’ve had people follow up on a separate account asking why we blocked them...😅
Did anyone else have to go through speech therapy in kindergarten/first grade because they were unable to pronounce certain letters (m, n, r, s, z) properly?
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