(Current diet staples for me: soy granulate & milk, oats, fresh & dried nuts and fruits, cauliflower, broccoli, carrots, brussel sprouts, pumpkin, onion, mushrooms. Infinite diet soda. Occasional cous-cous or other grains & pastry rewards. Looking into shifting towards keto.)
So I found myself in yet another long-distance relationship and I am so dearly limerencing because she is radiant and I am on fire for her. I am scared, a little, but we tell each other we both are and that learning to accept that fear of vulnerability is part of the lesson here.
Apparently I have become the kind of person who signs up for sapphic playfighting events. I can live with that.
Hot they/them butch offering to help me train. I have... feelings about this. I believe I intend to take them up on their offer.
It's an interesting experience to be emotionally open with RSD. ISTG I need constant validation from everyone I am interested in to not freak out, need to get this under control in some form of therapy.
Also: - Wept with true emotion at a poem written to/about me by someone whose wife I might be, come a year from now. - Negotiating tenure. Have hopes it will soon be resolved finally.
At the party on Saturday, there was a person where I thought "huh, she kind of looks like <artist I saw play back in Heidelberg>" and now I see on her social media that it indeed was her. Berlin queer electronica parasocial power! :D
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