Advid Helper
@AdvidHelper
dni if minor/ not edtwt | 21+ preferred | 27yo start 9/2 250lbs | goal#1 200lbs | current 228lbs
ed rule 01: if you originally weren’t going to have any but then change to “just a little bit” you’ve already lost the control and definitely won’t just be having a little bit 😞 learned this the hard way
I put myself in dangerous situations in hopes I die lmao. Standing on the edge of a mountain rock, walk through lanes of traffic, do useless shit like smoke cigs in secret. All in hopes it kills me sooner rather than later. Oh and ⭐️ve or binge until I puke 🤡
💀 Asked Chat(I do not support ai I’m just disordered) to show a woman my height at my start weight and first goal weight. I’ll never stop believing the first panel is what I look like💀💀💀
I often speak negatively ab my weight and my bf has been sending random ‘babe I love you no matter WHAT you look like whether you decide to lose weight or not’ texts 🫠
you must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow
Carbohydrates provide instant energy. Low carb= more energy stores used
And suddenly I’m not hungry at all
See, fatspo doesn’t work on me… but this??? Oh this does
Hoping to hit my pinned goal by end of January. Then 170-180lb by en of April I want looks of concern when winter clothes come off so when people asked if I’m ok/ what happened I can cite the times and words they used to bully me ab my weight :)
I miss my lw so much. Not because of my body but because of the mental state.. like living in a dream. My memories from that time feel like a painting, dark and cold and surreal. It was during winter so every winter I am taken back
It’s literally hot outside again tf? I’m trying to hide my wl under layers come tf on climate change
Why do I love and miss feeling suicidal-level-depressed? Tf is wrong with me
Watching a yt short on EDs and this bitch said ‘I hope you choke on a low fat dick!’ 🤣🤣🤣 can’t wait to use that one
Last minute Christmas speed run. <500cal, 10k steps, 1 hour of exercise. VITAMINS and minerals. I’ll have to fake a stomach ache this weekend with the fam 🤔
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