AdvidHelper's profile picture. dni if minor/ not edtwt | 21+ preferred | 27yo start 9/2 250lbs | goal#1 200lbs | current 228lbs

Advid Helper

@AdvidHelper

dni if minor/ not edtwt | 21+ preferred | 27yo start 9/2 250lbs | goal#1 200lbs | current 228lbs

Pinned

Unpinning at 200 :(

AdvidHelper's tweet image. Unpinning at 200 :(

Lk want a paypig Ana coach 🤔 two birds one stone


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ed rule 01: if you originally weren’t going to have any but then change to “just a little bit” you’ve already lost the control and definitely won’t just be having a little bit 😞 learned this the hard way


I put myself in dangerous situations in hopes I die lmao. Standing on the edge of a mountain rock, walk through lanes of traffic, do useless shit like smoke cigs in secret. All in hopes it kills me sooner rather than later. Oh and ⭐️ve or binge until I puke 🤡


I want to kill myself


💀 Asked Chat(I do not support ai I’m just disordered) to show a woman my height at my start weight and first goal weight. I’ll never stop believing the first panel is what I look like💀💀💀

AdvidHelper's tweet image. 💀 Asked Chat(I do not support ai I’m just disordered) to show a woman my height at my start weight and first goal weight. I’ll never stop believing the first panel is what I look like💀💀💀

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I often speak negatively ab my weight and my bf has been sending random ‘babe I love you no matter WHAT you look like whether you decide to lose weight or not’ texts 🫠


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you must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow

viveespo's tweet image. you must break the pattern today or the loop will repeat tomorrow

Carbohydrates provide instant energy. Low carb= more energy stores used

Can I do it chat?

AdvidHelper's tweet image. Can I do it chat?


Can I do it chat?

AdvidHelper's tweet image. Can I do it chat?

And suddenly I’m not hungry at all

See, fatspo doesn’t work on me… but this??? Oh this does



~Adds *The Ugly Stepsister* to Ed movie lists~


Hoping to hit my pinned goal by end of January. Then 170-180lb by en of April I want looks of concern when winter clothes come off so when people asked if I’m ok/ what happened I can cite the times and words they used to bully me ab my weight :)


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I miss my lw so much. Not because of my body but because of the mental state.. like living in a dream. My memories from that time feel like a painting, dark and cold and surreal. It was during winter so every winter I am taken back


It’s literally hot outside again tf? I’m trying to hide my wl under layers come tf on climate change


Why do I love and miss feeling suicidal-level-depressed? Tf is wrong with me


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Just purged for the first time in years 😐


Watching a yt short on EDs and this bitch said ‘I hope you choke on a low fat dick!’ 🤣🤣🤣 can’t wait to use that one


Last minute Christmas speed run. <500cal, 10k steps, 1 hour of exercise. VITAMINS and minerals. I’ll have to fake a stomach ache this weekend with the fam 🤔


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