Leon Fenris
@Changing_Fate
A young man who watches the fates of others unfold around him, When the winds of change are howling, nothing is certain. Destiny is a myth.
Holding back the darkness inside and ignoring the pull to give in, to accept its offer and become what I hate most of all. Not yet, not yet.
Getting better, the hate is receding. I no longer feel like burning everything to ash and hardening my heart. I'm so glad.
What the fuck did that mean???? That dream just left me with a horrible empty feeling. I don't know what to do anymore or what's right.....
A thunderstorm in a bottle, that's how I feel. 1 second of lost control and I'll break and lose my mind, and God only know what could happen
There it is, wondered if the pain was going to show up tonight
I don't know, I feel like crap. Guilty, sad, angry. I want to change this but I can't. I want to turn back time but i can't. What do I do?
When I picture that feeling, the image I see is them. It has been for years, but that feeling isnt the same anymore, I didn't care after all
I hate myself sometimes, I should have gone out tonight and had fun. But no, I have to talk myself out of it by focusing on bad stuff. Fuck.
One more time, I ask for the strength to go on. The will to withstand my pain and the hope of a better life. Grant me this. Please
Let's see how I fare when nothings held back, when I just give in to the side I keep locked up. I'm sick of holding everything in, enough.
I want to erase the parts of my life when i became that horrible dark person who wants to be alone. I always regret them, every damn second
It's happening, I need more time. just 2 months, that's all I need.. Please
Even when I decide to let everyone be and not cause any more pain, I just end up causing more pain, what can I do?
Harden my heart, I won't suffer through this pain again, it's not what I want
God I'm so messed up right now, is this really what it takes to try and be heroic all the time?
Ugh I hate all of this sometimes, why can't I just be a a dick or someone who fucks witb people, apparently that's what people like so....
My god I can't believe I did that =') that isn't like me at all.. Wow =')
If he tries to harm my friend in Monday he'll have to get through me, I will not allow a friend of mine to be hurt over a stupid argument
If you try hard enough you can turn back the clock, people can forgive almost anything if you want them too, it's never really too late.
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