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dance, music, coffee and some issues

I don't understand why I eat so much and still expect myself to lose weight


It's just that I have such big dreams and don't want to ruin them with my own behaviour


I feel like I'm on the edge into falling into severe disordered eating


You know that feeling when you're annoyed with something. I'm having that with life.


Of course weight is weight, but being skinny with muscle weight is different than being fat cause of fat


Hoping the weight is caused by muscles, but it's so freaking hard to know whether I've 'gained' or not


Weighed myself and I'm so heavy


I want a strong body but also a thigh gap and I don't even know anymore


When I wake up I have trouble controlling myself, which leads to huge breakfasts


I doubt if life is meant to be for me


Whenever I puke (which is not often) it doesn't have the same effect it had when I first started.


I do not want to fall back into a disorder. Not doing it.


Shouldn't have eaten dinner


What's your experience when it comes to taking antidepressants?


At this point Michelle Obama is my biggest (female) inspiration


I really can't fast because of uni. No way I'm gonna let that GPA go down.


Not sure if twitter triggers me or that being here means I've already been triggered


For it's love that never dies, although it leaves some dead behind. Hear them call out to be alive. Thorns of mine, why oh why, does I cry?


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