CopsMuse's profile picture. —⊹❛❛ You're afraid to die, and you're afraid to live. What a way to exist. ❜❜ — #FieryBelle

Spencer Hastings

@CopsMuse

—⊹❛❛ You're afraid to die, and you're afraid to live. What a way to exist. ❜❜ — #FieryBelle

it feels good to say that #fierybelle officially has a writer account *cough follow me cough* @OfFanTrash


I wanna be the VERY best, that no one ever was


> see if it really is you or I'm just crazy seems necessary to use it. ] @TheHastingsBoy


>Toby? [ I question, using my voice for the first time since the crash. It comes out raspier than usual, but checking to < @TheHastingsBoy


>I almost believe it too, but if this is a dream; I don't want to wake up. It's harder without you, but hard either way. ]< @TheHastingsBoy


> considerably. Of course, my first thoughts are that I'm having hallucinations; seeing what I want to be seeing. And < @TheHastingsBoy


> fantasy world of dreams than have to face the painful reality I'm living. As @TheHastingsBoy barges through the door, I begin to panic <


[ After all that had happened in the span of a single day, exhaustion begins pulling at me; wishing I would be in the < @TheHastingsBoy


Um, missing you more times 2942190633


> or not; I'll never be okay again. At least without you. ] @TheHastingsBoy


> golden. And although I'm still very unaware of a baby or even of my condition, I know whether I'll be okay physically < @TheHastingsBoy


> you need them here and you need to hear their voice because you're afraid you never will again. Silence isn't always < @TheHastingsBoy


> hooked up to my small frame; the room is seemingly silent. And sometimes when somebody has left; somebody you need, < @TheHastingsBoy


> orbs stare at the wall out in front of the bed I'm laying in. Besides the occasional beeping of the heart monitor < @TheHastingsBoy


> And the crash, the pills, and you leaving; it all could have killed me. And somewhere deep inside, I wish it had. My < @TheHastingsBoy


> But like most things since I first had to leave @TheHastingsBoy according to -A; things have been getting harder and so much worse. <


[ Being alone has been something I've been for a long time. And for the most part, I could handle it. I /can/ handle it. < @TheHastingsBoy


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