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22 | 🏳️‍⚧️ She/Her | HRT: 12/18/2023
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@CosmoWolf2

im not hot 22 | 🏳️‍⚧️ She/Her | HRT: 12/18/2023 vent/nsfw @juli4nne333 banner and pfp @dodobo_

i used to be hotter, what happened... and even then i was mid-ugly at best now im just hideous


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

me except im actually ngmi and would not enter average girl territory with effort

brobrobroaaa's tweet image. me except im actually ngmi and would not enter average girl territory with effort

julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

Every trans woman has a similar story of being told “thank god you were born a boy” and feeling the darkest feelings after


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

sorry for inconveniencing you with my issues. i should have suffered in silence like im supposed to


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

being self-aware doesn't stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

the hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. it begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. you feel guilty for feeling happy


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

woke up this morning and looked in the mirror and i genuinely don't know why i keep trying. im never happy with how i look. i don't think my body ever will let me be happy with how i look. genetically i feel doomed to a failed transition. my levels are great and it leans nothing


i keep rting the most relatable posts from someone; i hope theyll be okay tho. if u see this i feel you and i feel for u


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

im an incredibly chopped male with no hips no waist no butt no boobs


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

hrt does fucking nothing bro


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

i miss earlier parts of my life where i was just losing my mind and dissociating more instead of dealing with constant world shattering dysphoria


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

i do hate my tiny breasts and how my body curves inward at the hip


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

im not meant to be beautiful but that's the only thing id want to be alive for


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

some of us just aren't meant to be women and im one of them


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

i genuinely just cannot be happy in this body. it's such a weird feeling to see the way the trans women you idolized off of this app since when you were like 13 years old and realize they're simply of a completely different species than you. better luck next time ig.


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

i miss the early transition waves of euphoria i used to get, that feeling of “i did it”, the feeling of accomplishment, the leap taken after a lifetime of struggle and fear, i miss feeling good about myself, i miss the support i once had


julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

Kari Byron from early Mythbusters is literally peak transition goals 🥹

blehgirliex's tweet image. Kari Byron from early Mythbusters is literally peak transition goals 🥹

julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد
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julie 🏳️‍⚧️ أعاد

I practice selective transphobia where I believe that these things apply to every trans woman except me.

Trans women are natural women. Trans women are normal women. Trans women are biological women. Trans women are genetic women. Trans women are real women. Trans women are women.



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