Deadnumness's profile picture. I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink,
but now I'm insecure, and I care what people think

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@Deadnumness

I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink, but now I'm insecure, and I care what people think

I'm so pissed off at the world


I feel like shredding my arms rn


Its like I'm homesick for a place that doesn't exist


I constantly feel like I don't belong, like I don't belong in this world, like this world isn't for me


Don't tell me I don't know what pain is, believe me this smile hides more than you could imagine


if you were in my mind for one day it would probably be pretty close to your version of hell


Do not push me closer to the edge, once I've snapped I'm like a completely different person, and it isn't pretty


How do you explain to someone that thinking about cutting your skin or wondering about what killing yourself would be like are your 'normal'


My head is like a car crash, its a fucking mess


I just need to forget about you


Honestly I just feel like jumping off a cliff


Does this ever end or is this just how it is?


I m not even sure what I feel anymore


Omg 😂

That awkward moment when you accidentally flip cameras



Being ill is so miserable, my body feels like I've been hit by a bus 😖


Getting over you is going to be hell


And of course I was an idiot and looked at something I knew might upset me and then I relapsed😅


If I ever got chance to speak to you again, all I'd do is cry And the only words that would be able to come out of my mouth "I'm sorry"


But part of me knows that that's never going to happen, and I need to let you go


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