DementedArray's profile picture. Sometimes you need to let it go...Let yourself fall...You can't hold a sandcastle right near the water's edge and expect it not to fall. [[#MM #BalancingChaos]]

Amaris Vega

@DementedArray

Sometimes you need to let it go...Let yourself fall...You can't hold a sandcastle right near the water's edge and expect it not to fall. [[#MM #BalancingChaos]]

+ How could @AngelicArray do that? Know all that about me? How could he just say he....loved me...]]


+ [[As my words came out, my eyes flashed black @AngelicArray, before I dematerialized, and found myself atop the empire state building. +


+ That is what I am, @AngelicArray. I am the enemy. We are enemies! Get that through that ever so thick skull of yours, and...LET. ME. GO! +


+ like plunging to my death all over again. I yanked myself free of @AngelicArray's hold, and shuffled up to my feet.]] Exactly! ENEMY! +


[[For a very brief moment, I allowed myself to get lost in @AngelicArray's gaze, then something snapped inside of me. That word had been +


+ was I really the cookie cutter image of a demon?]] Just let it go, @AngelicArray....let me go. I know I did. Long ago.


+ still hope...When I still had a future, @AngelicArray! Why wait till now? Now, that I'm a...a...well, me! [[I was labeled a demon, but +


+ @AngelicArray, and scowled.]] Like there is anything that can come of it now. You could have...Oh, I dunno, told me that when there was +


+ @AngelicArray was feeding me full of all these lost hopes and dreams. That was all just the past, didn't he see that? I looked over +


+ don't get a second chance, or forgiveness for taking your life. @AngelicArray had to of known that, at least. Who did he think he was? +


[[It was hard not to listen to @AngelicArray...to take his every word to heart, but there was no going back now...I had given up. You +


+ a menace to society, @AngelicArray. I didn't scream, because I...I wasn't afraid.


+ very rooftop, @AngelicArray. I didn't have anything more to live for. I didn't have anyone. I was alone, broke, damaged, and apparently +


+ ridiculous.]] Look, @AngelicArray, I don't need a history lesson. I know how shitty my life was. I know I walked off the edge of this +


+ @AngelicArray, anymore than I wanted to remember losing my mother. I kept my gaze out on the city, avoiding his gaze. This was fucking +


[[That was all it took, for me to recall @AngelicArray. I remembered him, but I didn't want him to know that. I didn't want to remember +


+ was no pulling me out....none at all. [[I was racking my mind, trying to remember @AngelicArray from back then, but it was impossible.]]


+ my gaze looked out over the city. That was why I loved this rooftop. The view.]] No offense, @AngelicArray, but when I hit bottom, there +


Like that was possible, @AngelicArray. [[I snorted out a laugh and shifted off him, my knees coming up so I could rest my arms on them, as +


+ you make my father leave, @AngelicArray? Or force my mother to eat those pills? WHAT DID YOU DO!?!


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