Reaching for thin
@HelpMeAnna
Jenna Marbles is my #thinspo. Depression, anxiety, recovering from self-harm, desperately wanting to be thin and leave the friend zone. Skinny Girl diet pills.
That familiar feel of an empty stomach wanting to be full... But resisted the urge to eat.
I'm supposed to stop but Ana's become a part of me.. I feel myself sinking into her hands again. Those comforting hands...
I gained. I gave into my food cravings and gained back almost all of my weight. I feel like crying.
It's 4pm and I haven't eaten all day. And my body is definitely reacting to it. I'm starving and shaking.
I've lost three more pounds since last night. I'm just laughing. This is great.
And I'm proud. I only ate 964 calories today. 666 less than the "goal" of 1,630. :')
Seeing that I dropped 3 lbs in two days is so much more inspiring than anything. Thank you, Ana. We can do this.
990, going on 1,200. Possibly. It's like I'm trying to decide to put a dog to sleep or make it suffer for a while longer.
I feel dizzy and keep stumbling over words, too. But it makes me kinda happy.
I just want to know I'm doing a good job. I'm only four days into my relationship with Ana.
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