JaideeSam's profile picture. BPD | ADHD |  Stage 4 Liver Disease | ๐Ÿชฑ | always struggling with addiction. I'm a never ending improvement on who I used to be. ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿฉถโ™ ๏ธ

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@JaideeSam

BPD | ADHD | Stage 4 Liver Disease | ๐Ÿชฑ | always struggling with addiction. I'm a never ending improvement on who I used to be. ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿฉถโ™ ๏ธ

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This is 365 days of reasons why I love Alaska Thunderdog 5000โ€ฆ โ€”โ€” 1)


Out of hospital for the 3rd?? Time in s month. Had my birthday in hospital, extremely lonely as no visitors besides my fiancรฉe.. God never thought anyone would propose to me. Mads how time really does change.


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Crazy how people with bpd, bipolar, schizophrenia, any of the "scary mental illnesses" are 99% of the time the coolest, most emotionally intelligent and creative people you will ever meet but y'all are really not ready to stop shunning us before you get to know us.


Who has done a bungee jump before? Any tips? Booked in next month, very excited. Done a skydive before but can't imagine it being similar, so idk what to expect!


Is there an actual reason why one of our dogs loves licking the others bum hole?! It's so gross to witness and I just don't get it??!


So happy I got to see my fiancรฉe today! She's on the Cystic Fibrosis Unit so everyone has their own room. If it's not me, it's her always in hospital ๐Ÿฅ I miss her so much. ๐Ÿ˜•

JaideeSam's tweet image. So happy I got to see my fiancรฉe today! She's on the Cystic Fibrosis Unit so everyone has their own room. If it's not me, it's her always in hospital ๐Ÿฅ I miss her so much. ๐Ÿ˜•
JaideeSam's tweet image. So happy I got to see my fiancรฉe today! She's on the Cystic Fibrosis Unit so everyone has their own room. If it's not me, it's her always in hospital ๐Ÿฅ I miss her so much. ๐Ÿ˜•

Can't wait to see my fiancรฉe tomorrow. Think it's the longest I haven't properly seen her for, and knowing she'll still be in hospital for another week and a bit is horrid. My bungalow feels so empty without her laughter ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜•

JaideeSam's tweet image. Can't wait to see my fiancรฉe tomorrow. Think it's the longest I haven't properly seen her for, and knowing she'll still be in hospital for another week and a bit is horrid. My bungalow feels so empty without her laughter ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜•
JaideeSam's tweet image. Can't wait to see my fiancรฉe tomorrow. Think it's the longest I haven't properly seen her for, and knowing she'll still be in hospital for another week and a bit is horrid. My bungalow feels so empty without her laughter ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜•

It feels so surreal the fact I'm engaged. But my fiancรฉe is finding wedding venues. It feels like a dream that someone wants to marry me... How did I get so lucky?!


Was meant to leave hospital a week ago, and everyday they say I can go home tomorrow... Was buzzing this morning to leave. Now I have to stay another night, yet again ๐Ÿ˜•


On suicide watch at the hospital CBA with this crap. I feel really bad because I'm now hiding under a sink. They don't care, nobody cares about me. Nobody even notices me. As I write this somebody found me.


My MH is awful today and my BPD symptoms are having a right laugh. Been in hospital for a week and I know they're gonna kick me out BC of my behaviour. I've already had 2 strikes but it's the only place I feel safe. Even my fiancรฉe went off. I'm gonna be a fuck up forever.


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I'm not one to post pictures of food, but I'm in hospital and this was my free lunch. I am so impressed, last time I was here it was terrible, they must of changed the chef or supplier or whatever. #NHS

JaideeSam's tweet image. I'm not one to post pictures of food, but I'm in hospital and this was my free lunch. I am so impressed, last time I was here it was terrible, they must of changed the chef or supplier or whatever. #NHS

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Eeeeee!! I will get a certificate too. So encouraging. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

JaideeSam's tweet image. Eeeeee!! I will get a certificate too. So encouraging. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

I'm always the person who invites other people to things, even offering to pay for them as I struggle with people. My friend from college rang earlier and invited me to a gig in July I honestly can't remember the last time (beside my fiancรฉe ofc) someone wanted to see me!? ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ


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Don't wanna post, get excited and it not go to plan... But me and my fiancรฉe have this gorgeous girl moving in with us on Tuesday!

JaideeSam's tweet image. Don't wanna post, get excited and it not go to plan... But me and my fiancรฉe have this gorgeous girl moving in with us on Tuesday!
JaideeSam's tweet image. Don't wanna post, get excited and it not go to plan... But me and my fiancรฉe have this gorgeous girl moving in with us on Tuesday!

Was meant to view a puppy on Tuesday and asked if my girl, Alaska can meet them to see if they get on first and she said no? Was such a red flag. Especially as we went to view a dog last night (which I told her about) and the dog attacked her ๐Ÿ˜” for no reason. Just definitely no.


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