LumpyDepressive's profile picture. Self-hatred, depression, anxiety, OCD, alcoholism

Failure

@LumpyDepressive

Self-hatred, depression, anxiety, OCD, alcoholism

Maybe I should call my therapist instead of having a full Twitter meltdown like Trump and pounding midday beers


Me getting suicidally embarrassed when someone tries to comfort me


Pissed at myself for being me. How do I be different


Whatever, I’m an embarrassment, every day someone reminds me of that


Can’t sleep, too anxious


Why is my mouse dying I just got her yesterday what the fuck why would a $4 mouse die why can't I die so easily


I might as well walk around school with “DUMBASS” tattooed on my forehead and a crowd of people pointing and laughing at me at this point


Sometimes I feel beyond shame, I don’t even feel anymore I just feel nothing I feel untouchable like fuck everything


The horrified look on my mom's face when she saw how many meds I take every day lmao and she feeds meds to seniors for a living (among other things)


Why do I even try to live normally


I remember when my mom was 44, my grandma was 66 and my great grandma was 88. Now my mom’s 66, my grandma’s 88, my great grandma’s dead and I haven’t made any progress in life


I’m too nice. It’s a problem


My lab partner was a sleep-deprived whining jokester who had no idea what was going on and it was the best. The rest of the class is like super smart real engineer-mind down to business people who scare me


How have I not even killed myself once by now?


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