SW258lbs's profile picture. Eating disorder. Self harm. Drugs and cigarettes. 16 years old. Broken. Fat.

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@SW258lbs

Eating disorder. Self harm. Drugs and cigarettes. 16 years old. Broken. Fat.

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I put myself through too much.


What if I gave up...no one would care...some would want it to happen, I'm so damn heartless, I really hate myself.


I hope they'd have been nothing like me.


Maybe my baby girl would have liked to help people like her grandma.


I wonder what they would have been like. Maybe of my baby was a boy he'd like cars like the grandpa that never talks to me.


It didn't feel right, I meant my baby.


I wonder what I would have named it.


It wouldn't have mattered which.


I wonder if my baby would have been a boy or girl.


I feel like the only thing that could help me get over this is to take my own advise and life. I've recovered, I'm clean. I had my chance.


All I have left, my hero who would be disgusted to have someone like me call myself a fan. Darling, you'll be ok...

SW258lbs's tweet image. All I have left, my hero who would be disgusted to have someone like me call myself a fan. Darling, you'll be ok...

...I never get anything right. I try to do the right thing and I just can't. I should just stop. Stop trying. Stop breathing. Stop living...


My heartbeat it getting faster and faster.


It's hard to breathe, I think I'm having a panic attack.


I care now, more than anything. And even if it doesn't get me far, I'm sorry... I'm very sorry.


Be in that situation and tell me what you don't do. Tell me your morals. Because the drugs made me into a zombie, a shell, and I didn't care


Having a miscarriage may not but having a miscarriage you caused? Going into a depression and using hard drugs?


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