SeksAddikt's profile picture. Sex/Love/Drug Addict ~ Sober

Intimacy is scary

@SeksAddikt

Sex/Love/Drug Addict ~ Sober

I miss you all, but I don't get to be here until I get sober again. Currently not doing great in that regard.


I've noticed in myself and others that when we have a week or a month sober it's "not that much". It's huge. I would use drugs EVERYDAY, for hours. I'd come home and act out sexually EVERYDAY. A week sober felt like hell. 2 weeks better but oh so hard. A month was monumental.


I lost my virginity at 13 but I had been looking at porn for years already. I thought I did it the same way everyone was. Truth be told I'm probably going through what normal teenagers goes through right now. At 27. Just a few years behind on this intimacy people talk about.


💙💛💙 Glad midsommar! 💙💛💙 💙💛💙 Happy Solstice! 💙💛💙

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I have 2 Twitter accounts. One for politics, one for sobriety. Sometimes it's hard to keep them separate.


I had sex for the first time since I realized I had a problem. The first time in 5 years. I don't think it was the addiction though.


I woke up afraid and anxious last night. Today it's still there. I feel like they are behind me, ready to jump at me any second. It will pass, but right now it's so tempting to hide from tbmhe world.


NEVER EVER click a link saying "Couples reveal INSANELY GROSS things they've done together". I've never been more grateful to be single lol


Why does it have to be so warm out? Literally not made for anything above 25°c. Where did my winter go?


I have been sober for 20 days! Tomorrow is my first day back at the gym, I can't wait to mix a song I've been putting off and I've spent the whole day STUDYING. Time for bed now, the alarm goes off 05.30. #RecoveryPosse #ODAAT


I've cuddled babies all day so now I have baby fever. Fml


I don't generally dream that much, but since I got sober I dream almost every night. If it only was good ones I'd be so happy but fuck nightmares 😭


Sexual hallucinations are wild. Y'all look great! 😘


Good morning #RecoveryPosse ❤ Yesterday was the roughest day so far. I feel so humbled by all your support. Today is 2 weeks sober though! Thank you ❤ #recovery #ODAAT


Good morning #recoveryposse. I've been sober for 13 days but I'm struggling right now. One moment at a time..


Emotions aren't permanent, who would have known?!


I had a slip. Well it doesn't quite feel like a relapse but I found myself looking at porn. I had started taking my newfound sobriety for granted and made excuses not to do my daily routines. Everything you put in front of your recovery will be lost.


Ok, let's talk mommy/daddy issues... No? That's fine by me.


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