VioletSmiling3's profile picture. 34🎂 she/her♀️ relapsing but pro-recovery💪🏻 bigots DNI 🔞 HSW//88lbs ⬇️ UGW98lbs
Atypical AN, looking to drop the atypical✌🏻

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@VioletSmiling3

34🎂 she/her♀️ relapsing but pro-recovery💪🏻 bigots DNI 🔞 HSW//88lbs ⬇️ UGW98lbs Atypical AN, looking to drop the atypical✌🏻

At my sleep study and they brought me breakfast. I have to take my meds, which unfortunately means I need to eat a meal. I ate a banana, small cup of cereal with 2% milk, and picked at the eggs and sausage. Counting it as 650c.


I hit my next gw which means I've officially lost 94lbs! My reward is a haircut, which is desperately needed. Trying to figure out if I just get a trim and start to grow it out, or do something fun like a bixie cut. My hair is currently shoulder length, grown out from a pixie cut


I have a two day sleep study tomorrow which means at least two meals in the hospital (I'm guessing) and I'm really nervous about it. I don't know how I'll track calories or anything.


These calisthenics workouts are kicking my butt in the best way possible.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. These calisthenics workouts are kicking my butt in the best way possible.

I weighed myself this morning and I'm 2.5lbs away from my next goal weight, which will be a total of 94lbs lost. Really hoping I can get there by next week. My reward for myself is a haircut, which I desperately need so I'm hoping it happens soon.


It's 2°F outside (feels like -11°) and my room is currently at 55°. Love that for me. I have so many layers on and I'm still freezing.


Y'all, it already hurts my butt to sit for extended periods of time. My bones are so sore. And I'm currently bmi 38. There's no hope for me at my ugw. FML!


Made banana bran muffins this morning and they're really tasty. 117c per muffin, which I feel isn't too bad. They would have been less, but all we had was whole milk and I used actual sugar instead of stevia because I made them for my family.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Made banana bran muffins this morning and they're really tasty. 117c per muffin, which I feel isn't too bad. They would have been less, but all we had was whole milk and I used actual sugar instead of stevia because I made them for my family.

Had lunch/dinner at a local cafe that I really like. Got the kids chicken quesadilla with tomatillo salsa, sour cream, and a spicy cucumber salad. No idea how to estimate this. I would gladly appreciate any estimations.🫶🏻

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Had lunch/dinner at a local cafe that I really like. Got the kids chicken quesadilla with tomatillo salsa, sour cream, and a spicy cucumber salad. No idea how to estimate this. I would gladly appreciate any estimations.🫶🏻

Just found this photo of a card someone gave me in residential back in 2021. Dang girl, you right.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Just found this photo of a card someone gave me in residential back in 2021. Dang girl, you right.

Literally 4 bites into my breakfast and I just remembered that I was meant to weigh in this morning. I've also had half a coffee and a glass of water so there's no going back. God damnit. Here's hoping I remember tomorrow.


Are we still saying the thing? Is that still happening? 550cals, 30g protein. Would have been less, but my dad always buys a higher fat % ground beef.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Are we still saying the thing? Is that still happening? 550cals, 30g protein. Would have been less, but my dad always buys a higher fat % ground beef.

I got in a fight with my dad and almost binged tonight. I would have ruined my 324 day binge free streak, and I'll be damned if that man has that kind of power over me. Fuck him.


I hate this fuckass disorder. I am very against the casual use of generative AI yet why the FUCK did I ask chat gpt to alter a photo of me to look emaciated so I could see what I would look like severely uw. I hate it here (in my head).


I lost 6lbs btw. I feel horrendous as not only am I very dehydrated, I didn't take my meds yesterday so my heart rate jumped up to 150 just standing up and putting my pants on. Feeling skinty tho.

TMI, but I've been sick and have had diarrhea all day, while only eating one small banana and drinking some electrolytes. I feel horrible but I'm really excited to see what my weight is tomorrow morning.



TMI, but I've been sick and have had diarrhea all day, while only eating one small banana and drinking some electrolytes. I feel horrible but I'm really excited to see what my weight is tomorrow morning.


Took a complete rest day and had a very chill one. Unfortunately that means I'm ending my day at 1,300, probably because I'm PMSing and everything is making me cry. But I'm still averaging 1,200 for the week, so I'm good.


Eating my toddler meal of chicken nugs and dried mango while catching up on The Pitt. I'm a happy girl.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Eating my toddler meal of chicken nugs and dried mango while catching up on The Pitt. I'm a happy girl.

I feel like when I get skinny I'm going to grow my hair long again. Although I'm worried it won't look the same because I've lost handfuls and handfuls and it's so much thinner now. It used to be so thick and glorious. I miss it.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. I feel like when I get skinny I'm going to grow my hair long again. Although I'm worried it won't look the same because I've lost handfuls and handfuls and it's so much thinner now. It used to be so thick and glorious. I miss it.
VioletSmiling3's tweet image. I feel like when I get skinny I'm going to grow my hair long again. Although I'm worried it won't look the same because I've lost handfuls and handfuls and it's so much thinner now. It used to be so thick and glorious. I miss it.

Got a coffee at one of my favorite local cafes and now I'm watching the snow fall as I crochet a baby blanket for my cousin. Today is going to be a good day.

VioletSmiling3's tweet image. Got a coffee at one of my favorite local cafes and now I'm watching the snow fall as I crochet a baby blanket for my cousin. Today is going to be a good day.

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