Sammi
@VolatileImpetus
► Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence. Help me understand why you've given in to all these reckless dark desires.◄ #RP 18+ #MatureContent
~ @HeirBound was about the only normal I wanted anything to do with anymore. Too bad for him, and @CainRaised, I'd trade it all for ~
~ I'll come by before I go around for pick-ups. You're buyin'. {It was wrong, lettin' him hold on to even the smallest hope, but ~
~ him with the very realization of his disappointment just as much as I set him up for the reverse.} I'll see you in the mornin', kid. ~
~ genuinely, realizin' I'd missed our usual breakfast date bein' with @AbruptCatalyst so long, amusement seepin' into my tone as I teased ~
~ "Good. Good. I'm glad you're good. I'll....see you in the morning. Well, no, I guess I won't. Just text me when--" I smiled more ~
~ only one who never seemed to let /me/ down. Can't help the way you feel. Man, could he play it off though, even as he faltered. ~
~ anybody else, I'd be real smug and amused by that, but it didn't bring me any special pleasure to let @HeirBound down, when he was the ~
~ easier. I felt like a middle schooler tellin' the boy who's had a crush on her that she already has a date to the dance. If it were ~
~ rejection. He'd wanted to be the one to save me, but he was always a little late to the party. Nothin' I could do to make that any ~
~ Jesus or somebody worthy of shackin' up with. More curious than anything. But it was there. Just the smallest sting of unintended ~
~ somethin' which set him at ease as much as it perturbed him. He didn't seem particularly hurt by the realization that I either found ~
~ that I wasn't the fragile creature he expected to find, dyin' of cravings or goin' out of my mind with turmoil over @CainRaised, ~
~ until we can't. I'm alright. I promise. {My tone was more assured on the last, and he seemed to finally pick up on the change in me, ~
~ into the front seat of my car to make my escape before things could get too real.} It's not your fault, sug. We all do the best we can ~
~ couldn't begin to understand, reachin' out to lay a hand on his shoulder as I leaned up to press a kiss to his cheek, smoothly slippin' ~
~ the subject. "I know things have been--" I gave him another weak, almost sympathetic smile, for all the things he didn't know and ~
~ most often didn't /have/ to talk. So we didn't. Which made it all the more uncomfortable when @HeirBound tried. Especially concernin' ~
~ with silence or screams, evasions and half truths, simple knowledge of one another, assumptions that didn't need further explanation. We ~
~ somethin' closer to real talk than he usually had the balls for. We, three, were too good at not communicatin' at all. sayin' things ~
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