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heather ❤︎

@_iamaether

a disordered dumbass

I need to stop crying. I look awful. I also have so much to focus on today, just move forward it doesn’t matter you’re fine everything is ok keep moving


There’s no going back. Only moving forward


It’s not fair. I’m always the one who ends up hurt.


AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


God I just want some sleep. I want rest


How to trigger a manic episode, but in a productive, non-destructive, no bad consequences or experiences way


I feel like I haven’t had any breaks, one day bleeds into the next. I’m constantly going and have nothing to show for it


What the fuck do I even do


Damn I just want to cry. Life is miserable


I shouldn’t have turned notifications back on after so long…

_iamaether's tweet image. I shouldn’t have turned notifications back on after so long…

It feels like today didn’t even happen. I wish that the past couple months didn’t. actually more


I’m so fucking over it. I’m so done. I don’t want to do this anymore I can’t


I want things to work out. I also want to grab and pull the fat off my body like clay


I've been so low and depressed, not to an extreme degree but it's persistent, getting through each individual day feeling like I have nothing. My ed has kind of taken a backseat, of course it's always there (more than I think) I just haven't weighed myself in so long


I’m so inactive but that’s just how my brain has been


God I’m hopeless


Such a long and awful day. Can’t wait to cry myself to sleep


I want to sleep. That's all. Just sleep


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