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My little escape

welcome to my twisted, twisted mind.


Shooting death with weighted dice And hitting stains on birthday candles


i dont know what goes on inside of my head


i havent talked or vented to anyone about whats been building up inside of me in months. this is the lowest ive been in a while.


Its crazy how pictures or videos might be the only memories you have left of someone


we were once little kids, struggling to mumble the word 'mama' now we're here, slurring our speech from having too much to drink


let me drown in the soothing sound of your voice that washes over me


I cannot bear to lose this constant battle against myself


It hasn't settled into my mind that you're gone. A single hug, kiss, or wave goodbye would've meant the world and more to me.


I allow myself to think of you far too often


Its maddening; I have forgotten what your voice sounds like When you speak my name


Green eyes, I'd run away with you


It would be wonderful to have a stranger out there who will openly and wholeheartedly listen to my story, without needing to know my name.


Where have you gone, and where are you now? Whats happened to you, my lovely?


I cant think clearly anymore- everything somehow connects to my distant memory of you. and from that point on, I lose myself in pure sorrow


Greek mythology has always interested me


And all i loved, I loved alone


Would life be meaningless without death?


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