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tw ed | 23 | minors/shtwt dni

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updating my #edtwt intro since im probably gonna be more active on here again wooo ☀︎ ⋆ 22 | she/her ⋆ hw: 70kg | cw: 54kg ⋆ ugw: 44kg ⋆ pro-recovery ⋆ interests: metalcore, disney, star wars— and im an art major ! ⋆ basic dni + shtwt; 18+ pls ! ♡ or rt for moots !!


by the time i got my period back i only had 3 of them before i relapsed but my pms symptoms got so much fuckin worse ever since my relapse and for WHYYY


being back in a honeymoon phase after fighting to get it back for months feels so good UGH and im so excited knowing that i understand my body better than last time and know how to prevent extreme hunger/binges/work around my menstrual cycle, i just feel so good


god losing weight again feels so fuckign good i love waking up every day looking better than the day before


found out that a guy friend who calls me “my tiny girl” whenever he sees me every few months and makes comments about how small i am (especially at my lw) definitely has a skinny fetish and idk how to feel about that now


as terrifying as it is i think i need to stop cal counting, the second i go over a certain amount i get way too emotionally distressed and that just leads to eating more and that puts way too much pressure on me and makes me feel way too restricted which again leads to overeating


b/p’ed yesterday and got carrots stuck in my nose for a good hour and i dont think i can eat carrots for at least a week i am scarred


just found out that one of my biggest safe foods that ive been eating almost daily for months isnt gluten free

buildurdisaster's tweet image. just found out that one of my biggest safe foods that ive been eating almost daily for months isnt gluten free

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