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Faith over fear.

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kinda sad today but i guess it’s okay


And if I didn't make it clear enough, I'm not chasing after anyone anymore.


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i met them when i didn’t want anyone and lost them when they were all i wanted so yeah this one stung a little


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I got attached and it fucked me up


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how am i supposed to live like this. can you even call what im doing right now living? maneuvering this body i inhabit into doing the things i should be doing but there is no joy just the constant dread and sense im wasting time and just waiting. always waiting


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- set boundaries - stop checking on them - keep yourself busy - never settle


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Se le hizo tan fácil dejar de hablarme, de verme, de quererme, que ahora estoy segura que nunca sintió ni la mitad de lo que dijo sentir.


It'll send me into a literal spiral.

feeling ignored really triggers me



What if I never figure it out


No seriously though. I was doing so well for a while and I was hopeful. Now I'm miserable again.

Nothing hurts more than seeing yourself again in the same situation after getting better for a while



You were fine and didn't even notice. I lost sleep and became physically ill. We are not the same.


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i miss feeling important to someone


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i wanna be someone’s first choice


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espero que em outra vida eu não seja tão descartável


Honestly I plan on spoiling myself. Because no man ever did shit for me on Valentine's Day. So I'll do for myself what no man ever did.

My single people, what the hell are we gonna do on Feb 14?



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It sucks because, for a minute I was happy, for a minute I was getting better, for a minute I had hope. but in a minute I lost it all again


Back to no contact I guess. Lasted 3 days last time before caving in. Have to make it actually last.


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i’m just so sad and tired


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yearning like a fucking loser


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