eIucidate's profile picture. oblivion (n.): the state of being forgotten

lunar dust storm

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oblivion (n.): the state of being forgotten

i haven't been going to the gym because i can't bear the thought of putting any more weight on my shoulders; i am already carrying enough


she told me "if the rest of my life is going to be like this i don't want to be around for it" and that terrified me because I've had that thought word for word


*inhale* i don't want to be making small talk with my best friends i want them to be asking me how i'm doing because i know i said i was okay but my seventeen year old sister checked herself into a mental hospital three days ago and i am still at a loss *exhale*


"I shouldn't have built a house in the middle of your chest"


Would apologize that this poetry twitter has devolved into barely comprehensible angst but I doubt anyone even sees these


the only way out is through and the only way through is by fighting for your godforsaken life


*pats anxiety with broom*


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i’m sorry if it’s fucked up to ask but i’ve been struggling with the lack of closure


I never left you, I was never anywhere but by your side. I was here for you when no one else was and you treated that like it was worthless


i stay getting shafted by everybody i get the closest to


i really thought that you would come back again


some days you wake up knowing your mood is on the verge of bottoming out; the only question is how long it will take to get there


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daddy issues except every time the boy you like ignores you it gets faster


few things are more heartbreaking than discovering your bad gut feeling was right all along


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This feels like a good time to fake my own death.


you're alone you're alone you're alone, always and forever, free from the dark clouds never, married to them for worse or for better


how many nights will i have to drug myself to sleep before i admit i'm out of control


guess who's back and more mentally unstable than ever


I've been having panic-attack-level existential dread for a decade and I'm still just telling myself I have plenty of time left to live


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