My head tries to forget everything my heart remembers.
It's hard not to feel empty when the same eyes that once looked at you like you had galaxies in your eyes now look right through you
How do I sit here and act like it doesn't break my heart to see you?
I lay here thinking about you wondering if you could in any way be doing the same thing
I've felt more awful then normal the past few weeks and I'm just hoping for the morning I won't wake up
Normal girls my age have pretty bodies and hair; but I only have fat and scars
I don't know why but I feel sad all the fucking time and I can't stop it
Maybe I should cry for help..maybe I should kill myself.
Simply put: I am fat. I need to be thin. I don't care what anyone says. I need to lose weight. Restricting is the only way I can get there.
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