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prisonerofdarkness

@hellintoxicate

it never gets better

I've decided to kill myself if I don't get in to the school I'm attending to. planning and coming to this conclusion has actually made me feel a bit lighter knowing I won't have to suffer through another failure. I've given myself a permission to finally give up


I've witnessed countless times now that things never get better. the rare peeks of happiness in life are always temporary. the drop back to the bottom cuts deep every time


when I was younger and my depression was just blooming I remember thinking it was the worst time of my life. I had no idea how much harder life gets as you get older and how much bigger the sorrow can grow throughout the years.


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Self harm is a illness not a phase or a choice. The amount of scars on the outside does not show the amount of suffering on the inside.


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Society: "people who are suicidal are attention seeking" *commits suicide* Society: "awh why didn't they reach out for help I was here".


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I made bad decisions for temporary happiness.


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It's so discouraging when you can just feel yourself spiralling deeper into a depression but you can't do anything to stop it.


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I'm still and always in love with the person you used to be.


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Do you know what I absolutely hate, when people choose a person over you but then when they have no one else they come running back to you.


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i don't regret you but sometimes i wish i had walked away at the start and left things at hello


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Why are people so afraid to leave a relationship, even if they know it’s a bad one?


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