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helloclouds

@hello_clouds

a complete mess | 32 F Aus | sh half my annoying life | here if you want to talk

Just discovered the hyperpop, phentermine and alcohol combo. At least I'll burn off the alcohol cals...


One day I probably will die from suicide. Not today, but not because the thought hasn't occurred to me 55 billion times


I don't even like the word "thigh".


something about being in sydney makes me want to walk for hours and eat nothing. I miss those days. They were shit, but I still miss them


I need something really bad to happen to me so I'll finally deserve a really big hug


I don't think I've ever had a hug when I'm upset. I've had hugs, but I go kinda distant. I would only deserve to cry into someone's shoulder if something really bad happened to me


Does anyone else read fanfiction for the hugs? Like, reading an account of someone really upset getting a really lovely caring hug


I need to starve for a while


bitch I'm already dead, I've been dead for years


Does anyone else find You Will Be Found from Dear Evan Hansen kind of heartbreaking, because Connor wasn't found, nobody reached out to him, everyone hated him. Maybe I'm too cynical


I say "kill yourself claire" to myself several times a day. Sometimes aloud, sometimes inadvertently (quietly) in public. The really awkward thing is there's another claire at my work and she is an absolutely beautiful person. What if she overheard


bitch I'm already dead, i've been dead for years


PSA: under no circumstances eat konjac noodles without also drinking an actual metric fuckton of water


I want to take an OD. It's just because I missed a dose of efexor though. But I still want to do it.


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