Ruby 🫧 semi recov
@itsreallyruby
20 | anxious and autistic | gym addict
🫧 ruby's updated intro .ᐟ ᰔ 20 ('05），atypical ana，semi-recov dni fatphobes，under 17 ⤷ carrd byf! itsreallyruby.carrd.co ♡ ︎／↻ for moots ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶
And I'm staying off of all social media until I get there so see you guys hopefully soon
Anyway I'm speedrunning to my lw which I expect to take 2-3 months I'm excited to start heavily restricting again
Anyway I'm speedrunning to my lw which I expect to take 2-3 months I'm excited to start heavily restricting again
I don't know how much I've gained but my ribs are becoming less visible I need to put this "semi recov" on hold and lock in
Not now kitten, daddy is identifying 5 things he can see, 4 things he can touch, 3 things he can hear, 2 things he can smell, and 1 thing he can taste
The only way I'd be able to recover is moving to a little cottage in the woods and having no contact with any people ever
I haven't purged in a month but I actually hate myself for it because I could've been losing instead of gaining so now I need to kill myself
parents will know u have an ed, want u to get better, and then still say the most triggering shit imaginable to u
Fuck this recovery shit I can either undereat or overeat no in between I've probably gained all the weight back that I've lost this year
The thing is I wasn't able to be active like this when I was heavily restricting. Sometimes I want to go back but walking is my therapy and I won't give it up
Yesterday I went on my first long walk of the year and my farthest walk ever! My pace is slow compared to last year but it won't take long to get it back up :)
Yesterday I went on my first long walk of the year and my farthest walk ever! My pace is slow compared to last year but it won't take long to get it back up :)
im convinced they arent even human at this point
i look pretty good if you just ignore my face and my chest and my waist and my abdomen and my legs and my hips and
I overate yesterday so I'm just going to do one last 72 hour fast. The thought of gaining any more makes me sick and I want to remember how good it feels to not eat
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