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e-LiME ™️

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It’s such a helpless feeling when you try and try your best just to know someone isn’t going to be around tomorrow or the next day and there’s nothing you can do to change their mind or actions. 😔


I just ruin everything 😔



When you are so good at masking your depression that even your mom doesn’t know how bad it is 🥲 and finds out on a phone call while you’re with your best friend… the fake smiles are strong


Finally was mentally able to go through thousands of photos. Deleted 1,227 so far so I can finally close the door ❤️‍🩹


Just got told that it may be past my time to have kids and that I’m getting there (old) 🥲 ffs. I hate it here gn.


e-LiME ™️ reposted
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Trying to be the main quest not just a side quest 😪


My chest is so tight and it’s hard to breathe 😞 anxiety attacks suck


Just end up hurting myself


I am strong I am strong I am strong


I just need a hug and reassurance but I feel like I’m the problem and I don’t deserve love anymore. I just ruin it, I’m sorry I’m failing you, I am just a bad decision at the end of the day.


I really just want to be happy and okay. I wish I could fast forward my life so I’m at the point with the love of my life 😔 I am working my ass off. I am so dependent and clingy I feel like I fuck everything up. I overthink and come with 10 different reasons how I messed up.


Everything good in my life just ends up ruined. I think the universe is trying to show me how much I destroy things in my path. I am the problem. Everyone is so much better without me I swear. I’m so tired of this feeling 💔


I’m really thankful my story didn’t end in 2015, or 2019. I’m really so much stronger and better, I have gone thru quite literally hell. I am proud I survived what I endured. I get down on myself but I just have to reflect on what I overcame and keep fighting the battle inside.❤️‍🩹


✨filled with anxiety✨


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