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@jayleanx_

pathological people pleaser :)

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sorry for over-explaining myself, I got yelled at a lot as a child.


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forcing yourself to not talk to someone who you love and have talked to everyday for months is one of the hardest things ever


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i hate being a person that feels everything so deeply. it’s so draining.


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it's unfair how people who traumatize you get to move on and progress with their life so casually and carefree while you're healing and relearning all the basics just to feel human again..


how has it been over a year and i still miss my bestie


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“have you had thoughts of hurting yourself recently” well Yes but if i say yes does that make me sound like im asking for attention and being overdramatic and stupid and weird. will u get mad at me


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being depressed while ppl are hitting on you is so fucking funny. sorry i ignored you calling me the most beautiful girl in the world, i was too busy telling myself i didn't deserve to live and also sleeping 20 hours


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sometimes I get highly actively suicidal and crash out completely over something tiny. then other times i hear the biggest most painful news ever and i am completely fine. cool as a cucumber.


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why do people act so shocked when you show symptoms of your own disorder 😭😭


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"you’re overthinking this” bro i have anxiety. i have no other type of thinking available


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in the most selfish way possible i hope no one knows the parts of you that i do


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i care btw. i care about the song you’re listening to or the bug u saw or how u just got outta the shower or how you’re happily hanging out w ur friends or how you’re kinda sad or how good was the meal u just had or ur fav character from an indie game nobody knows or if u chugged…


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i gotta learn how to burst into flames because being pissed just ain't enough anymore


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i apologize for being so anxious earlier i had no idea everything would be fine


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dating me is great until you realize my nervous system is actually on fire


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i am very insecure & jealous & constantly compare myself to everyone around me & strive to be perfect even tho i know its infeasible & unattainable however my brain is convinced that if i follow the invisible rules & routines that only apply to me everyone will finally love me



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Me trying to act normal after hearing something that hurt my soul


still can’t believe i saw them live 🥲

lets just all stan le sserafim



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