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@lostdecay

anorexic with schizoaffective disorder

he doesn’t want me the way i want him and it’s killing me


currently wanting to take scissors and cut all the fat off my body i’m genuinely so tempted


i starve better when i self harm and i don’t understand why it gives me motivation


can someone tell me real quick if a fitbit or an apple watch is a good purchase to make for heart rate and steps. i know fitbit is more inaccurate in terms of steps.


i’ve been messing up the past week i feel so big and disgusting


first day of fall semester breakfast

lostdecay's tweet image. first day of fall semester breakfast

no one triggers me like jenna ortega does she’s so beautiful


my beautiful meal

lostdecay's tweet image. my beautiful meal

guys don’t tell your friends about you eating disorder they start whipping these out (it’s almost an everyday occurrence)

lostdecay's tweet image. guys don’t tell your friends about you eating disorder they start whipping these out (it’s almost an everyday occurrence)

i can’t live in this body any longer i feel so stuck


guy i was seeing ghosted me new motivation to starve


yup did in fact have to do that

lostdecay's tweet image. yup did in fact have to do that

realizing i’m going to have to walk 3 miles home from work on friday bc the bus doesn’t run that late



just saw a video of myself from my low weight i’ve never been so triggered in my life


i hate how i look in tights i need to get tinier


realizing i’m going to have to walk 3 miles home from work on friday bc the bus doesn’t run that late


decided to eat an entire box of mac and cheese and then drop it all in the sink when draining it… if that isn’t the biggest sign for me to starve idk what is


why am i so nauseous

just took laxatives for the first time an angel has lost her wings



just took laxatives for the first time an angel has lost her wings


actually stuck to omad today we are so back


i’m so tired of being at the heaviest weight i’ve ever been at i constantly feel disgusting i just want to die


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