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when it gets quiet, it gets loud


this feeling will not pass


waking up everyday to the same hole in heart


heart real heavy n feelin real tired


how do i tell her that i relapsed


spent so long running and tryna forget about the bad that happened to me, i started to forget all of the good things that did


n i promise myself im gonna become who i needed when i had no one.


brain fog is the best and the worst thing to ever happen to me. what do you mean i can’t remember all the bad things but for this to be possible i need to sacrifice the good


wanting to quit the drugs but i won’t physically let myself


brain fog ain’t no joke. ts wiped my memory clean


i’ve never been able to let myself heal.


sometimes we cannot help ourselves


you can’t let all of the what if’s ruin what could be gng.


the feeling i crave so much is when my head’s going all light and i’ve forgotten who i am and everything around me.


you never really heal, you just keep running from what you cannot face


i remember the way you used to look into my eyes and hold me and tell me that everything will get better and that there is still hope. now you stare right at me with nothing but that drained look in your eyes.


lost on finding the way to be able to live with myself


thinking about how much i changed my life and myself as a person because i wasn’t able to handle or speak about what was happening to me


i didn’t ghost you, i saved you from what i was becoming


life is all fun and games untill there’s no more fun to be had and your sick of the game n resort to substances


United States 趨勢

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