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@pitiful_violet

I am nothing.

one day I'm going to tell you how i feel


nothing ever hurt as bad as seeing you hold her hand like i wished you'd hold mine


i hate how you can make me feel worthless


im sorry i havent been on lately ive been studying please dont unfollow me


i could burn down cities with the feelings i have for you


i realized that people who are vulnerable or in love or even people just like me look up at the same moon that i do & that fascinates me


i am no longer okay or comfortable with who i am


the never-ending cycle of self hatred


im tired of feeling like complete trash


thank you for making me feel so big in this small town


ive been pushed around & used like a dirty mop


i wish you still looked at me like i was a super model


you always told me you wanted to stuff the bed of your truck with pillows so we could lay in it & talk but then you changed and i hated that


im sorry for tweeting stupid stuff


i hope one day you get that dream house you told me about and have your two boys that both play baseball. i hope one day you're happy


our first kiss was on the beach at midnight with fireworks and you were so cold that your nose turned red. id never forget that night


but your eyes look like the ocean and make me feel happy


and your hair is the loveliest shade of brown


ive cried to my therapist countless times over you. i'd never tell you that because you'd think i was insane. i wish you wouldn't think that


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