showmybones's profile picture. 21//Ugly//Fat. I want to be bones. UGW: 90lbs or less. Diagnosed with bulimia by an idiot therapist.

Empty Is Good

@showmybones

21//Ugly//Fat. I want to be bones. UGW: 90lbs or less. Diagnosed with bulimia by an idiot therapist.

Need to lose 1 stone in 2 weeks... Not gonna happen.


Hard to believe a few months ago I was genuinely happy... Now, I'm so stressed its making me sick... Both on purpose and involuntarily


Found out why I have a weight and skin problem. Not the news I wanted. 😢


I need to make some London friends to smoke with.


It's 420 and I have no marijuana and no means of getting any. Fucks sake.


My only way to eat until Friday will be the dates and bananas I keep at work 🍌 Just got to resist the free bread, peanut butter & marmite.


Leaving my bank card at home all week so I have absolutely no temptations to buy food.


I'm going on the 2468 from tomorrow to try stop b/p.


Working myself into the ground. 12 hour days plus 4 hours travelling. Binging and purging every meal (and gaining like a motherfucker 😡)


I'm on a downwards spiral but I feel... Happy and ok with it? It feels familiar.


Almost hit my heaviest weight from getting back into the goddamn b/p cycle again... Fuck this.


B/p cycle starting up again...


You never fully recover, do you?


Amy is so triggering when you think you're better...


Here's a promise to all of you: it gets better. It really really does.


A few years ago, I was ready for my time on earth to be up. I was crying several times a day. I was so miserable.


Keep catching myself grinning when I'm walking alone. Do you know how good that feels? It's liberating. I'm so happy.


I'm the happiest I've been since being a child and it's the most wonderful feeling in the world.


Happiness is the most beautiful thing in the world.


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