Silver - edtwt •trying recov•
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21🕸️ Food/ed diary for @silveredirisse 🔗 yog bowl and pb enthusiast
Not active much here anymore but wanted to share a win today :) went to a Christmas market with friends and actually tried the food samples at a couple stalls!! Including cheeses, chutneys, honey, peanut butter, sauces :))
Sorry I haven’t been very active lately, I’ve just found that taking time off edtwt and not obsessively taking pics of my meals has helped a fair bit with my food ocd and food noise :) really miss all of you tho😭it’s conflicting asf
This was possible cos family we haven’t seen in ages came down to visit, the atmosphere was just so comforting and happy, I’m gonna be so sad when they go :,)
GUYS OMFG AN ACTUAL RECOVERY WIN😭😭 HAD A COUPLE BITES OF HOME MADE CINNAMON ROLLS!!!!! DIDNT COUNT IT!!!
GUYS OMFG AN ACTUAL RECOVERY WIN😭😭 HAD A COUPLE BITES OF HOME MADE CINNAMON ROLLS!!!!! DIDNT COUNT IT!!!
Wholemeal wrap with chicken in a roast red pepper & ricotta sauce(?) not sure what to call it lol, but delish lunch 😋
Guyss my histamine levels are finally low enough that I can eat a banana after fucking months and not have an allergic type reaction! Yippee
Even if a disorder tells you otherwise, you deserve: to eat the food you want to live the life you want to have a body you feel your best in physically and mentally You deserve recovery
Miss my moots sm I wish I didn’t feel like my body was rotting from the inside out !
This makes me sad cos I was genuinely so much happier here, had so much hope for recovery, wasn’t obsessed with ingredients and had a lot more food freedom. Fuck my life lol
WIEIAD in recov 4/7/24 2088 cal, 109g protein - SCARYY but I did it :))
it is not recovery if you keep yourself at an unhealthy weight you cannot be recovered if you’re uw especially if you do it on purpose you cannot thrive with harm reduction or semi recovery they are not permanent solutions to your ed all in recovery is the only solution
Sorry for being so incredibly inactive, I feel ok one minute and the next the pain is back :,)
I finally quit my horrible toxic job and have 2 interviews coming up for M&S ! :)
It’s not bowel cancer! :) a bit of a relief, but I’m still in a lot of pain so my anxiety is continuing to run wild with other cancers that it could be 😭 I’ll just try and focus on that positive right now
Results today hopefully
Sorry for inactivity, I’m still waiting on results and it seems like I’m in more pain every passing day rn. Miss you all a lot lol
Pesto chicken and quinoa stuffed peppers while I try and get through the evening without having a mental crisis lol
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