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@suicidalized

21 y/o with a tendency to self destruct

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i dont matter. i'm not important. i dont serve a purpose. so why am i still here?


my doctor is such a fucking idiot i hate her


so depressed, i can barely eat or sleep or shower or brush my teeth. i feel disgusting


can't feel any pain tho so i acted on a stupid impulse and feel kinda dumb but at least i'm stoned out of my mind lol


so high on painkillers, benzos and muscle relaxants. it feels so nice


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me: i’m so lonely person: hi me: omfg i love u hi person: *starts a convo* me: oh… no….. this isnt gonna work i dont do convos sorry g2g bye


i wish i was asleep. or dead.


doctor diagnosed me with ocd last time i saw her, so there's another thing to add to the list of all the things wrong with me lol


i'm so fucking stupid. stupid stupid stupid piece of shit


so suicidal that i can't sleep


i fucking despise myself, i just want to die


a concept: me, except i'm dead and long forgotten


i managed a full 3 weeks before giving in to my self harm urges. i'm so worthless


anyone else ever seen/known a really petite woman who is pregnant or just gave birth and u realize you're still fatter than her?? haha fuck


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My existence itself is a trigger


triggered myself into a relapse hahaha


tired and fed up


everyone who's left has taken a piece of me with them and soon there won't be anything l left of me to take


i'll pay someone $20 to kill me


it sucks having no friends.


can't find any reasons to not kill myself


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