why do I always end up telling people too much about myself like it takes less than a day of knowing someone for me to tell my life story
I fucked up my left eye idk how? it's been all red and puffy and it gets all goopy and watery over night???? But my right eye is fine...
When I have a crush I GO HARD AS HELL LIKE I WILL STRAIGHT UP TELL YOU AND GRAB UR ASS AND SHIT
But then when I get rejected or bored I move on so quick like I can fall completely in love with five people in a row within a week
Not sure if I want to throw everything away and shrivel up or just let loose and crash and burn in the most dramatic way possible
I can't live like this no literally I can't live like this I want to kill myself I want to stay in bed and sleep forever
I can't keep doing this I can't keep drinking so much like I want to die I hate this all so much I need to get better
I can't connect with anyone I think I'm living in a different world from everybody else I can't speak the same language as everyone else
I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend or an anyfriend to love me hug me and comfort me while I cry
Man I really want to feel loved and accepted like being around people makes me fall apart bc I know they all loathe my presence
I feel so empty I'm just an empty bag of sadness. Heart broken and depressed I'm going to go vomit all the mistakes out right now
me: *does literally anything* confusing moody boy: *unwarranted passive aggressive comment* me: *cries
me: *vents to problematic loud boy* problematic loud boy: *triggers my PTSD* me: *
me: *makes a joke* clingy depressing boy: "haha so anyways I want to kill myself :)" me: "...oh" ???:(
I've got problematic loud boy, clingy depressing boy, and confusing moody boy. Getting texts+snaps from all 3 is making me angsty tonite
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