* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

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* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

⠀ ⠀ 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞, 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝖽 𝖻𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝒃𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒘.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

open.spotify.com/track/5P2bHCDM… 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝖿 𝗂'𝗆 𝖽𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂… 𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒆 ?

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@damagedguilt

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* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

her arm tightens around him but she nods, sniffling a little. “if we get to go home; i’ll do whatever my mom wants, i’ll only eat kale salad for the rest of my life, i swear.”

“they’re gonna find us, jackie. i have to believe that,” jeff says, having tried to be the optimistic one this entire time despite how hard it was getting. “just taking a little longer than we thought.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

“that’s the least of our worries,” jackie points out, hand sliding up his sweater, mostly because she could never get her hands warm. “we’re gonna starve to death. they won’t keep looking after winter. i hear it hurts, everything shuts down.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 9

“she refuses to wear deodorant,” jeff says, frown deepening, plus he wasn’t thrilled about being drugged. “she claims she doesn’t have any left but van brought like, give things of old spice.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

“misty’s nice at least,” jackie mumurs, and sure the shrooms thing had been a lot, but she really did like her. “i helped her get ready for the dance. i.. think she’s just lonely and.. overcompensates.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 9

“gross,” jeff says, face scrunching up. sure, none of them smelled 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 but it was manageable as long as they washed up. “and here i thought quigley was bad.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

somehow she curls closer, tighter around him. “because she stinks, she’s been wearing the same clothes for weeks and she won’t fill the tub because no one will give her privacy to wash,” a scoff, all her cares gone since she’d almost froze. “get over it.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 9

“least we got body heat. she was complaining the other day that gen wouldn’t cuddle her anymore,” jeff says, chin settling against the top of her head; arm tight around her, just glad she’s letting him be close to her again.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

instantly she’s curling into him, her leg sliding between both of his, “should steal more blankets from hat girl. she stole all of javis, she was practically bragging about it like he’s not twelve and dead.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 9

jeff lays down, the blanket tugged over them and he’s wrapping his arm around her. “agreed. tired of sleeping on this cold fuckin’ floor,” he admits, barely complaining but lately—he couldn’t help it.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 9

there’s a noise in the back of her throat, a hum and once she laying down, she tugs at his hand. “coach should give up the bed, we should all be taking turns,” she murmurs, her voice quieter than it had been. “he’s fine, he’s being a pussy.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 9

“yeah, baby. we can go back in,” jeff says, letting her go so they can stand up; his arm staying around her shoulders. he guides her to their usual spot, close to the fire. “want me to lay with you?”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“i don’t have it in me to be angry, i don’t even have it in me to want to be..” she trails off, 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 doesn’t fall, the last thing she needs is a babysitter. “can we go in? it’s cold, i wanna go back to sleep.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“i get it,” jeff says, fingers sliding through her hair. “what i did . . i wouldn’t blame you if you never forgave me.” he had a feeling he wouldn’t forgive himself anytime soon.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“great,” jackie breathes, her stomach twisting, but she lets her head rest against his chest. is there really a point in having enemies out here? probably not. “they’re not.. i just.. i’m hurt, that’s all.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“wish i could tell you, but . . i’ve got no fucking clue,” jeff says honestly, lips tugged down in a frown. “i just . . don’t want things to be bad between us.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“she hurt me worse,” because sure, she loves jeff, she’s in love with jeff but shauna? it felt like the biggest betrayal. “i don’t know what im supposed to do.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

jeff adjusts, pulling her against his chest. “i know, i’m sorry,” he says again, and he would say it as many times as he needed to until she believed him. “it was stupid. i know that.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

she hates the way the tears spill over, the sob heaving when it does, “shauna’s been my best friend since kindergarten,” she mumbles, more hurt about that than anything. “that makes it worse.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“me either,” jeff says, his arm wrapping around her waist and he scoots a little closer. “i really didn’t mean to hurt you, jackie. i never wanted to do that.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

and for a second, jackie tenses, bike rising in her throat, but a hand moves to rest at the back of his head. “if we’re going to die.. i don’t want to die angry.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“you don’t yell,” jeff snaps back, but he sighs when she sits next to him. his head settles against her shoulder, throat tightening. “i know. i’m sorry,” he says again. “i wish i could take it back.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“don’t yell!” jackie snaps, but she’s sure she’s not exactly being quiet either. “people are sleeping.” but she drops to sit next to him anyway, shoulder brushing his by accident, it’s been weeks but she’s unsteady still sometimes. “you really hurt me.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“i was drunk! i didn’t even realize what i was doing until it was almost over,” jeff says, not that it’s an excuse. he’s just trying to explain. “and you’d just dumped me for the millionth time and she was just there. and i’m not lying. i do love you.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“i said i wasn’t ready,” the words make her swallow, “so you fuck shauna.. and you don’t even tell me until after i finally give it up,” there’s a scoff again, sneakers crunching in the snow. doomcoming had quickly gone from the best night to the worst. “you’re a liar.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

jeff can’t help but frown; he knew he’d screwed up, but he didn’t think she’d actually hate him for it. “i said i was sorry,” he says, though he’s sure it feels empty. “i mean it, jackie. i love you.”

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

“i had to pee,” jackie scoffs, kicking at the snow, but a shiver goes through her, she’s sure she’ll be cold forever, even bundled up. “i’m fine, see? nothings gonna eat me, i’m skin and bone.”

𝘀𝖺͟𝖽͟𝖾͟𝖼͟𝗄͟𝗂.ᐟ

@jockscharm

Jan 8

“it’s dark,” jeff mumbles from where he’s seated on the porch, arms wrapped around himself. he couldn’t help it, after seeing van almost eaten by wolves—he worried.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

you can share my blanket if you want.

*𝓼𝘩͟𝘢͟𝘶͟𝘯͟𝘢.ᐟ

@ragewritten

Jan 8

uh . . yeah, i guess so.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

can i sit by you?

*𝓼𝘩͟𝘢͟𝘶͟𝘯͟𝘢.ᐟ

@ragewritten

Jan 8

cmon.. it’s getting cold. should get closer to the fire.

* 𝓳𝑎͟𝑐͟𝑘͟𝑖͟𝑒͟ .ᐟ

@temporefixus

Jan 8

[ au starter for @jockscharm] a huff as she comes out from the treeline, it’s still dark but god, she had to pee. “jesus christ, can you leave me alone?” words are tense, angry. “you already brought me inside, jeff.. if i was going to forgive you? it’d have been then.”