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21 | trigger warning | i will never be good enough

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weight ➴ mood ➶ // weight ➶ mood ➴


but I started a liquid fast a couple hours ago and I'm going until dinner at IOP tomorrow, then I'll start restricting.


been eating like crazy lately and I'm just like so numb idk what to think or feel


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I don't want to hear "you're not fat" I want to hear "you're so skinny"


so. much. body. checking.


i always dread nighttime for this very reason


my bath water keeps amplifying my stomach growls 😂


This lax makes me feel SO sick. One day I threw up, I didn't know why, but now I know.


time to get back on track. detoxing & liquid fasting.

thin_secure's tweet image. time to get back on track. detoxing & liquid fasting.

ofc I would eat when I said I wasn't going to... FML. had ~1/2 cup mashed potatoes, small piece of choc pudding pie, & a mini bagel..no more


Why does it say 3lbs heavier than earlier this morning?!??!?!?!?!?!


says 124.6, but I haven't eaten or drank anything!!!!!!! Like wtf?????????


okay how tf does this happen? last night b4 my binge I weighed 120.6, this morning after some lax it said 121.6 (makes sense), but now it +


I hope I don't cave and eat anything. I don't deserve to.


Between Friday and Saturday night, I worked for a little over 19.5 hours... This paycheck is gonna be nice. Plus I worked mon, do today &tm


I binged last night so now I'm not eating anything today- only water, tea, coffee, & 0 cal drinks


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WHY DID I LET MYSELF BE THIS FAT AGAIN???


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I'm not strong enough to recover


It's 6:32pm & I've already had 308 calories & my mom is making a small potato that I have to take a few bits of, & I'm drinking vodka later🙃


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No I will NOT encourage anyone to restrict, fast or purge. Whenever I tweet these things, it's applied to me and me alone.


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