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why am I alive


I want to be dead


I haven't stopped crying in half an hour


it's hard knowing the person who says they love you more than anyone is slowly beginning to not love you anymore


the person who is supposed to make me happiest just made me add 5 new cuts


first day back was eh. until my mom said I was fat and didn't wanna keep moving up sizes so I had to change something


school starts tomorrow 😞🔫


lost a pound.. at least that's ok


I can't stop crying :)


apples are delicious


I'm such a failure


dinner today was a small piece of chicken, two tomato slices, a quarter of an apple. 118 cals. good day 👌


the thing that helps me not binge is that I cant eat a lot bc I get mad sick and I can take three bites of something and feel full


people are flakey assholes and are ready to leave you the second you do something that makes them unhappy


school starts in 4 days and I'm still an ugly fat whale


I have a month and a half to get down to 120 before the homecoming dance at my school.


I'm a fucking whale


people only use me to get what they want and when they don't get it they spend so much energy making me feel like shit


goodnight❤️


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