torchplease's profile picture. I'm not even worth your time right now, try again in a few years.

jessica

@torchplease

I'm not even worth your time right now, try again in a few years.

I don't know why I'm on this account, genuinely thought I was "better"😂


Yo, gonna be using this account again, be nice to have a place to vent


jessica reposted

it's literally like everyone's forgotten my existence


Just wanna go home, crawl into my bed and listen to music til the pain goes away


jessica reposted

Hi, I'm Depression. I'm going to take over your life, break your friendships, distance you from your family and make you hate yourself.


Of course the real mistake was calling my friend and trying to say goodbye when he was there and I'm just such a shit person


And I don't even know which was that mistake; me trying to kill myself or me not trying hard enough


I can't believe I was so fucking selfish


And I understand why, I absolutely do because I fucking hate myself just as much as she does


And she won't say anything, she'll just avoid me and talk to other people


I fucked up and now my best friend doesn't even like me anymore


I wish like fuck I had gotten it right on Sunday


I'm absolutely done


Everyone hates me and I fucking deserve to die


Even my dog hates me


And I have been swearing non stop and I can't stop complaining because I am literally so fucking miserable


I'm not smart and its fucking annoying as fuck for you to assume I am because I did a couple of okay essays in first year


I'm failing all my classes and no one seems to register that maybe, just maybe, I might actually be a fucking moron


I want to fucking die and I just wish I hadn't fucked that up the first time


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