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@undertxken

i can't waste the rest of my life being unhappy


i will never feel good enough to be okay with who & what i am i will never feel good enough to deserve happiness


need some fucking alcohol in my system


just leave me alone


don't know what to say to u anymore


i always fucking embarrass myself


three other chances though, get in


not into this anymore


sometimes you just have to give up


i try so hard all the time, only to get replaced by someone better


took me so much courage to not pick up a blade then


i say i want friends but then i don't cos i hate everyone


i don't want to but i can feel myself pushing u away already


i do such stupid things without even realising ugh i fail at life


i am constantly annoying people and pissing them off


i have so so so many amazing people around me and i still feel like i'm in this world all by myself


i don't want to feel this lonely anymore


need to let my scars clear up before I go on holiday with my family but I just love the look of blood on my body


if that makes sense


everything can't happen for a reason because no one should go through this much pain, no matter how good the outcome is


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