Its All Been Lost
@unfair_exitplan
If you're reading this I'm not gone yet.
All I want is to be happy but all I feel is emptiness and despair most days.
Managed to get worse in the worst way possible. I hate my life and I hate dealing with it.
Said I'd set a date for things to improve and they never did.
Life really does fuck you in the face and you leave you in the worst way.
Getting closer. Still don't feel better. Still feel broken.
I'd rather be dead than to live the rest of my life like this. I have nothing to achieve anymore. I don't want this.
I can't deal with the feelings I feel everyday. They hurt so fucking much and they won't go away it will never go away.
There isn't anything wrong with me. It's just I can't deal with life anymore.
Don't have the strength to do this anymore I really don't. This isn't going to last long I can tell.
Pretending life is great when really it's just a load of fucking shit.
It's like what's the point how you can enjoy life. I just pretend I'm doing good.
Sick of feeling like shit every single day. So fed up of life. So much time to do anything I want. Do want to live to enjoy any of it.
Just feel like breaking down, feel so broken and so tense.
Going to be high as fuck tomorrow and no college and steak. It's win win followed by a severe dose of depression.
But most of today was just feeling like shit and wanting to kill myself. At least I'll hopefully be smoking a j later and definitely
Having a bad day but then your homies pop up out of the blue and life is enjoyable.
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