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i’m dead on the inside. I’m so dead.


bpd, mild hpd, bipolar2, cptsd, substance use disorder. (plus traits of dpd and npd). you think im fucking happy? why do i have to live this miserable life. #bpd #bipolar #cptsd #addiction #hpd


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I’m not like them other girls. (I’m worse, much worse)


i will never feel fucking valid.


today i excersized again🥹


im trying to excercise today after almost 2 months of staying in my bed because of major depression. #day1


im feeling so guilty for being like this. my family deserves better. #bpd


bipolar is crazy…i cant believe i will go through episodes for the rest of my life… i was in a mixed episode during august and september… now im in a depressive one….it feels like hell


spent the day smoking in my pajamas… i feel like im starting to be in a depressive episode🫩 #bipolar #bpd


i have so much emotional regulation it’s crazy!🥰😍


i have BPD and i feel like my brain never matured. i feel so much younger. i feel like a child. i can’t control my emotions and it’s almost like i never grew up emotionally.


hey guys…i dont know what im doing with my life anymore. my psychologist thinks i have a panic disorder and ptsd on top of my disorders now. That’s why i cant do stimulants. i only use xanny and H. But the money always runs out…. i feel lost and im alone with no friends


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BPD is suffering so deep that you feel like the wounds you have will never heal. Every time you feel the wounds closing up something happens that triggers them to rip back open & these wounds don’t come with bandages they are left open to the world pained by the slightest touch.


im high on heroin. it’s my favorite new drug🖤


heroin treats my bpd so well….i love it so fucking much… it numbs my pain and i am so in love with this feeling…


life update: it got worse


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,,I USED TO BE SMART!" i yell as they drag me into the white room


i love heroin…🖤


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