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niren

@winterisque

ell jee bee tea?

i’ve never interact with you after all of that, yet, you keep trying to get me involved in your bullshit and outed me. you think i appreciate you outing me like that?


even in the phase of my healing, you fucking ruined it. you make me scared again


you never think of the consequences, i hate you. you only think about yourself, you’re the reason why i’ve became avoidant. you’re the reason why i don’t believe someone would love me


you blaming my friend for your own mistake. all you could do is say sorry like it’s going to turn back time and erase the mistake you had made


i hate you, i really hate you. i wanted to forgive you but you’ve crossed the line. i will never forgive you


why do you have to ruin everything? i hate you so much, i wish i’ve never loved you. you never even love me in the first place. what did i do to ever meet someone like you?


please let me hide myself longer, i just want to cherish this genuine friendship before i graduate


i just want my friends, they’re all i have even when i have to hide myself from them


i’m grateful to have friends that genuinely cares for me. i don’t want them to ever leave me because of who i am. i’m sorry if my way of love is a sin, just please don’t take them away from me


please don’t take away my friends, please don’t let them leave me. God, please, they’re precious to me. i wish i am not who i really am


all i’ve ever wanted is genuine friendship, and i’ve finally got what i’ve wanted. please don’t take that away from me because of who i really am


i’m glad i enjoyed editing, not because i felt forced


i still have a lot of ideas in mind, i wouldn’t want for them to left behind and not exist


i hope i can go through all alone again


this might sounds pathetic, but if i didn’t try to learn how to edit back in 2020, i don’t think i would have a passion to create or do something


i’m thankful because i still have a will to live


i feel like i don’t have anyone with me. i’m just alone


i feel so lost. so so lost


i have a wish in the future that i could be free and be able to express who i really was, but not like this


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