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@Http_Recovery

21 and depressed

I want to be pretty enough to matter to people


I have nothing and am nothing


Not my friends calling me fat even when they don’t mean to 🥲


I just want to be dead


It’s crazy watching people who are actually worth something live their lives


I wouldn’t even be taken seriously by professionals. I’m too fat to be treated for an Ed but i feel like I’m losing my mind


I know I’m never going to escape this and it’s taken all of me at this point. I don’t know life outside of thinking about food


I’ve had this account since early high school. I’m now a college senior and still feel like I can only truly express my deep issues here


Paranoia really out here trying to kill me


It’s funny how every morning I tell myself I won’t drink again but then my dumbass still fucking does it


I actually wish I was dealing with useless high school drama again. Adult shit hurts so much deeper because you know it won’t go away. You never get to graduate out of it


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Me fasting all day just to spend my calories on alcohol 🍾


How do you guys deal with self harm scars? I’m trying to get mine to heal better or lighten but nothing seems to work


I genuinely hate my father. I can’t deal with people being selfish, lazy, and full of themselves and not caring even when it hurts their family


I’m an asshole, I’m fat, I’m annoying, etc., etc....


When people do body checks and it just makes you realize how fat and invalid you are


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