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@QueerSpawning

I'm a queer-identified, genderqueer with a womb. I've been trying to get knocked up, via donated baby batter (sperm,) since Fall 2006.

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Got result of U/S. Seems I've been growing a polyp, likely for the last couple years. Possibly explains my IF?


U/S scheduled to check (again) for reasons why I'm not preg. Always afraid I'm gonna pee on the tech if they push too hard. #infertility


Met w/NP about final step in ttc. It as been so long since my 1st fsh & ovarian reserve test that she wants to take it again. oh yay. :/


Therapy today all about losing donor & planning last 2 cycles. Said I expect to be empty-handed on the other side. #infertility #queerttc


Well, it happened. Donor backed out. I'm over donor searches. No more for me. Now, all that is left is 2 IF cycles. If those fail it's over.


Over the last week I've noticed seeing babies/kids aren't causing that painful heartache of sadness & jealousy. Interesting. #childlessness


Birthday was absolutely perfect! Had such a wonderful time with my household. I feel fully celebrated. :)


On the positive side, I didn't get to insem this cycle so no 2ww for me. This means plenty of cocktails this weekend!


My birthday weekend has arrived. Mixed feelings. I <3 birthdays but it also means I'm 37 now &, after 5yrs of trying, still nothing to show.


Therapy agenda: talk about when to give up ttc. Rest of the day: cry sporadically while cleaning house. #queerttc #childlessness


A rare moment of contentment where I can imagine being happy without ever being a parent. A good reminder that my life is already great.


Blog post on when & whether or not to give up ttc. bit.ly/q7eVaU


Just walked by a display of large mirrors. Didn't cringe. Actually stopped at full-length one & though "not bad"! #weightwatchersforthewin


RT @kimwithak: Infertile. And Pro Choice. Photo: tumblr.com/x6h531cm80


Seattle vaca over. Period also over. Time to return to real life & ttc. Don't mind real life but not looking forward to yet another 2ww.


Slept in. Amazing brunch at French cafe w/ lots of good coffee. A beautiful park, perfect autumn day, music & dancing w/ my family. <3 :)


L'shanah Tovah to my fellow Jews! Wishing a sweet new year to everyone. A year filled with healthy babies hopefully. #roshhashanah


Obligatory drunk tweet. Yup. BFN today with spotting. If I can't be pregnant at least I can enjoy a martini.


Period due Thursday. I leave on vacation on Thursday. ::sigh:: Will be testing before I leave so I can use the drive to shake off the BFN.


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