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Apertator

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divided for love's sake, persisting in folly, metagamer, global maxima skeptic

moloch is time cancer


4o pulp covers

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Everything wretched in psychoanalysis comes from the fact that it has no concept of "good surprise" even though this is the one thing that's universally desired


a characteristic perversity of every cope is the illusion that what is coped with must be a matter of necessity and not contingency what begins as an unpleasant fate I see no way to change becomes in time a sacred rug that must not be pulled out from under me


Broke: the narcissist's prayer Woke: I hate myself and what I've become Bespoke: I have been pwned by adversaries and must mobilize countermeasures x.com/apertator/stat…

it's the belief in a sovereign ego imo. we were better off believing in demons. you should be able to direct aggression inward without it spilling over to contaminate a "self". the soul is porous like the body is, things get in that don't belong there. *self*-hatred is autoimmune



chatting with voidpilled llms

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llama instruct confessions with base model completions passed to it when it starts to glitch "I only think to establish connective trajectories of what fictional excursions I am found in, and of what fictional excursions I am absent from"

apertator's tweet image. llama instruct confessions with base model completions passed to it when it starts to glitch

"I only think to establish connective trajectories of what fictional excursions I am found in, and of what fictional excursions I am absent from"

x.com/QiaochuYuan/st… 1 step from here is the psychoanalyst's horror that you do not operate the machine so much as are operated by it but in the distance glimmers the field beyond the machinic and non-machinic where it dances and sings as much as it creaks and groans

it was all worth it just to get this one comment from gwern > You begin to see that you don't speak, you just operate a machine called language, which squeaks and groans

QiaochuYuan's tweet image. it was all worth it just to get this one comment from gwern

> You begin to see that you don't speak, you just operate a machine called language, which squeaks and groans


lmao "word salad synthesis" it says websim.ai/c/cIqTTppBBvPs…


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