oldnotebookpoet's profile picture. A book lover and a dreamer.

Old Notebook Poetry

@oldnotebookpoet

A book lover and a dreamer.

When does it end? Crying myself to sleep.


Maybe I'll die a thousand times before breaking free.


The rain is spluttering on the roof. It's cold. The mosquitoes are having a feast. I am full, uncomfortable. I don't wanna think about the future. Will it rain tomorrow? I really hope not.


4 AM read. Fvck it's good.


People are asking me why they never see me cry. I say, I am not really emotional but they don't know the countless times I cried myself to sleep. I cry a lot. I cry when there's no one so I can be tough with everyone.


It's 12:21 am and I am thinking of the sea. It's free and it flows. It keeps on going. I am not the sea. The sea is not me.


Gods, Everything is not falling into what is expected. Be patient with me. I might curse you, call you names, put your name in vain, hurt myself in the process but I will always trust you. Even in uncertainties, more in darkness. #me


It is so difficult being kind sometimes. I wish I could just crawl out of this body and release the angst, the chaos inside.


No one knows you stay in your room too much because it's the only place that your mind wanders. Free. Boundless.


It's bad when you are surrounded by family members and yet you still feel alone. The only ones who know your struggles are your pillows.


It's difficult growing on your own. Processing all emotions alone, fighting inner battles singlehandedly. It is lonely. Tiring. Need help.


Old Notebook Poetry 님이 재게시함
tilkiruhu's tweet image.

I love you for giving me a smile everyday. I love you for touching my forehead with yours every night. I love you for charging my phone because I always forget. I love you for loving me and staying even at times when I don't love myself. Please never stop. I love you so much.


Betrayal is a lonely feeling. When a person just casually does something to the thing you kept hidden for the longest time, you will just lose your trust and faith to the person and to other people. It's lonely.


Hey, everything is moving so fast. You have to give credit to yourself, you're still here even when you are alone. You are fucking strong and so brittle at the same time. You will be okay.


I hope you'll get your dream house after 3 years. ♥️


The night is scary. It makes me think. It makes me cry. It makes me realize I am alone and lonely. It makes me think of ending things. It makes me forget the good. It makes me hopeless. It makes me give up.


Loading...

Something went wrong.


Something went wrong.