bae switches
@howdiddoo
my new boo is in a dude-body that seems to have several inhabitants. he forgets that he forgets. #DID ? i wanna talk about it! looking for insight! dm me!
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You're a faraway constellation. I'm a stumbling skygazer. I count the stars. I look: which ones are twinkling now? I lose my place and start again. I think: what about the dark stars? They must also be counted, no? I'm not equipped to measure these. I concede: it's not my job.
I know they aren't all in love with me; some don't like me at all. But some do! I know they do. i'm not perfect, & i'm often very confused, but i strive. to be loving & open & respectful & tolerant of all the parts. do i not deserve the same? why shut me out of things?
if this is what it's like to be wanted how will i know if i'm not
how does one make plans with y'all? one guy is always tryna sabotage good times and project his bad vibes onto me. so i've begun to make room for him to speak up way early in the plan-making process, but then he acts like that means i'm not into the plan.
yep, t/he/y forgot. 😿 at least i know someone in there gets me. i wish we could talk more often ❤✨
it's one thing to know something intellectually and another thing to be able to process that thing emotionally.
rebelling against imagined demands is such a poor use of energy. do you know that these projected expectations and these perceived slights come from internalized messages from your past? YOU're source of this angst. find yr voice; i'm not your opressor. i want you to be free.
Revisiting the etiological aspects of dissociative identity disorder ow.ly/gjsU30e2tG6 #DID
I mean I don't always treat them the same. I stopped trying to even reason with certain part/s. It's just hard especially with texts I don't know who's going to get it or hear it or delete it or respond thoughtfully or with snark.
To be scientifically literate is to empower yourself to know when someone else is full of shit.
Learning about DID stuff has got me considering my own parts. not alters, but i do experience radically different, uh, 'frames of mind', i guess? ("moods" seems insufficient). Lots of paralyzing inner conflict. Interesting to observe thru a new lens (i already have a drawerful).
Y'all told me to run. Fck that, I'm not running. I'm standing on the porch until t/he/y unlocks the door. I am sure there are other levels to explore together.
i have learned so much about myself by spending time with bae. i value this experience of trying to know him and the past few months together so much. i feel like we still have more to offer each other.
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